On a scale of 1 to the doctor who fandom how sad are you?
Eleven.
NOT OKAY!
(Source: tuggysaurusrex, via jeffersonthemadhatter)
It’s the last season of the office
Just watched the season premiere; so bittersweet!
I’m gonna tell you guys a secret
I just love my sister. Like, a lot, ok? Like she pisses me off so much a lot and can be bitchy and bossy but she is so much fun when she just relaxes. And I know I act like we don’t like each other but it’s just because she doesn’t like me. I mean she loves me but she just doesn’t really like who I am. But she’s my big sister and kind of set the road for who I wanted to be and I just thought about the fact that she’s getting married in three days and instantly started crying. I’m just so happy and sad and so yeah. I even wrote a speech for her wedding but I’m not the maid of honor so I don’t get to do one but basically, yeah, I just wanted to tell someone that. Also, since no one else will ever hear it or read it, I wanted to share my speech with you guys, but without clogging up your dash anymore so if you’re interested, check out the read more.
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I wanna post about leaky con and how amazing it was and all the people there
but as soon as I start to, I just get really sad and feel all the feels.
And I thought doing to the leaky con tag would help but guess what? IT DIDN’T! It just made it so much worse
Post Leaky Con Depression.
Why would you do this to me?!
I was just flipping through the channels and all the sudden stumble across Doctor Who so I was like oh hell yeah. And all the sudden Journey’s End is on, where they just dropped Rose and TenToo off at Bad Wolf Bay and the Doctor is erasing Donna’s memory. BOOM! Dying under feels now.
"It’s like having a child that’s starting to do really well and the I’m the parent who can’t make it to the soccer games."
- Darren Criss on StarKid
Modern Family Mother’s Day Episode
Fuck.you. You’re supposed to be funny, damn it. Instead you make the tough guy cry and say “you only get one mom.”
Real cool.
Rain rain, go away. Or don’t. That’s cool too.
I have four rain related comments to share today so I decided to condense them into one post so here goes…
- I finally beat the rain! Last week I got sick from riding through the rain and not having proper attire because I was unaware of the forecast. But not today! Two jackets. Umbrella. Rain boats. What now, rain bitch?
- I got a new app on my ipod called Sleep sounds and now every night I fall asleep listening to the rain fall and the waves crash. It’s amazing.
- For some reason (probably because it’s raining today and I miss my mom) the song Holes in the Floor of Heaven is stuck in my head and it won’t gtfo. The problem is that I don’t actually know all the words, or any of them really. I know two lines. And they keep repeating over and over! Also, the song makes me sad. Not just because my mom died but because it’s a genuinely depressing song. And lastly, because I hate this song. Again, not only because my mom but also because I just didn’t like it beforehand. It’s weird. And part of it doesn’t make sense. The guy (idk who he is) says something about the rain being “their tears pouring down.” Umm the song wasn’t sad enough for you? You had to make the people who died be crying too? Not cool.
- The rain makes me sad and happy at the same time. I don’t understand it! It makes me happy because it’s relaxing and perfect snuggling and hot chocolate and movie-watching weather. It makes me sad because it reminds me I have to go to school and class and that I’m alone. So yeah. It’s conflicting. Therefore it should only rain on the weekends :)
Now there’s a hole in MY heart
“Alright, I’m dead. Take it on faith!”
NOOOO Vincent! Don’t say it!!! “I don’t want to leave!”
The scene where everyone is just walking and on their own and Broadsky is loading his rifle- not even cool! I already know what’s gonna happen and it’s still not ok.
OH MY GOD NO! Brennan is tearing up! “We love you here, we don’t want you to leave.” Full on tears. Can’t even. “You can stay as long as you like Vincent. You’re my favorite, everyone knows that, right Booth?!” No. No. Just no. Dying. Oh god why did I say that!? No. VIINNNNNCEEEENNNNTTTTT!!
Every damn time
Whenever I’m sick, I’m pathetic. And whiney and just very pathetic. Like if I’m sick, I don’t want to do anything. Scratch that. If I’m sick and I’m allowed to be sick, as in I can miss work and/or class and/or whatever things I needed to do, then I don’t want to do anything. I lie on the couch and cry. It’s so pitiful. And I’m needy too so I constantly want someone. I want someone to bring me food and lay with me and watch TV and bring me food and drinks and tell me sweet things. It’s just sad. And I feel bad because I know that I’m being needy and probably annoying but I can’t help it. Whenever someone else is sick, I dote on them (if I’m able to). I’ll do anything and bring them stuff and whatever they need. So when I’m sick, I want someone to do that for me. But at the same time, I won’t ask anyone to outside of my family; which is ironic since I wouldn’t ever ask my family to do anything. Also because my brother always responds nicely where as my father is almost a jerk. I even joke with other people to kind of plant the idea in their head to come see me but always say it’s just a joke. Then, even if someone offers, I still say no, it’s ok because I don’t want to make them do it but I secretly hope they don’t listen and do it anyway just to be nice because I will then love them forever. It’s a very strange and irritating thought process and it’s dumb but it happens without fail whenever I’m sick.
